new year

JUST WANNA WISH HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL PEEPS WHOM R VIEWING MY BLOG!
WISH YOU'LL HAVE A MUCH MUCHHH MORE HAPPIER LIFE THAN D PAST.
FORGET THOSE SADNESS,ITS TIME TO NJOY ANEW BEBEH!!

N D GIG IS GONNA B A BOMB!! CHOASSS!! IM REFFERING TO D GIG ON 1ST JAN.
BELOOW BABE. :)
MOST PUNKS ARE COMING! BLASSSTT!!

ite

My ite course sucks!!! i dint get any.. like cb. kanneeeenaaaahh.
ite like fcuk sial. so this mon am gonna go to ITE dover(their HQ) to
apply for tourism.. if dey only can offer me those guyish2 courses like,
technican, mechanics fkers, i wont go ITE.
but instead iyll b taking private..
even my mom said. she said she doesn't care..
like shyt. but quite happy ahh if not will b in private.
oh well.. we'll see...

gig

so went to gig. met iqbal n his fren at cck mrt..
n met somat in d train at tanjong pagar..
n proceeded to music garage. blah3.
apit called cuz we're planning to mit each other n lepaakk.
so he told me to mit him ard 645 at bugis mrt.. so ard 645 jugak aku jln.
n apit was like.. "maner boot itam haira?" i was like at dee' house.
heheheee.. proceeded to beat merchants, called kody.
mak aii, dpt tawuu kater jammin at daisyrock..
soo me,dee n apit went to daisy rock..
meet koon n da fockers n johan n some others at daisyrock..
n its been long since i last saw hamzah.. n hamzah was like..
"ehh! heyrawr!!!" hahahah.
msk dlm jammin room lerr. hahaha. cuz i was like tknk msk..
so went in.. blah3. aft jammin, telinga wa bedesing siul!
haas. slack fer awhile outside daisyrock..
n koon was bein irritating w his "tektonik" dance. urghhhh
blah3, koon,johan,apit went to gall.
i was too tired so stayed w kody,hamzah,adha n 2guys..
n it was soooo damn fun slacking w em! i kept lauging tat my cheek hurts like hell!!
n my stomach like wanna burst siaa. funny!! gerekk sehhh. lol.
so ard 1015 went home due to tired n sleepyyyyyyyy!
hahahaha. but fun ahh today. wheeeeeeee~
soo d 2nd last is koon. i noe3, cnnt c d face. haha.
last is hamzah n adha.. funny sia.. lol

jammin

Tuesday's chalet was fun! i min BBQ. hahaha. but yerr rite, over-cooked.
nice. =_= overall it was fun. dint really took much pics.. due to tired n busy.
hahahahas. i miss em ALL. yes. ALL of em. how i wish mr foo would rent d chalet
fer 3 days.. =/ .. ohh well..i miss u guys!!

And todayyyy~ Jammin was SUPER DUPER fun! myyy!
completed steamroller n fcuk d usa's songs. woooohoooww!
but,tiring. n fer now, im no more d rythm BUT bassist.
due to kody said if derez no bass d music will b like like nothing.
so i played bass. woohooowww. kody replace may as drummer TEMPORARILY.
due to may's away in myanmar..vacation. hahas.
aft jammin, shar went home, me kody n dee went to dhoby n slack at dhoby's circle.
n ard 6plus went off cuz was too tired n dee wanna come my house cuz she nid
help to dye her hair. so yeahh. overall, chalet n today was effing fun!!! :D:D:D:D

tired

So woke up 8.20am. freaakk!! arghh!! irritating!
wake-up call from koon! he's going like..
"bgn la! da kul baper masey tdo! da pagi. tkya tdo laa"
n i was like "irritating sia u! i noe la da pagi. org nantok siak!"
FreaK! hahahah. n talked all d wayy till 12 plus.
den ard 3 plus went to d stadium. ma sis wanna self-train.
got some extra drills she dint do due to overseas holidays. hahaha
n as ma sis was duin her drills on d track, tiz old uncle ahh, came to me
suddenly n den talk3 non-stop. n i was goin like *wen will u stop?!* in ma head la.
irritating. n PHEWW~ luckily koon called while waiting for Apit to reach his house.
n den d old uncle just looked at me n den walked away.
phewww~ he seems to not stop wen he talks!!!! n its all abt *stadiums3~!*
i min like wthell??? stadiums? y u telling me all tis? as i i cared!
blah3, apit reached koon's house den apit took over d phone
n was goin like "hello. sape nie?"
i was like "sape2.. setan pon bole. hahahahah!"
n apit was like "ohh!! bdk gile.. hairah."
-___-" another freak. two freaks. lols.
n apit called me "stupid"?? just bcoz i dint wan to come to town to mit him n koon.
doodeee, i have house chores! plus im tired. hmphh.

blah3, he went out. den went to NTUC to buy an aluminium tray cuz i wanna cook
fried rice for d chalet this tues. cant wait3! yes, i cook. hmphh!!
reach home, folded clothes n all.. den got a text msg frm shar sayin this
"HAHA. yeahh! FUCK PUNK KITTYS! *punk grls! wa caya sama lu ah.
Up d punk grls!!"
LOL!! cuz i wrote "fcuk punk kittys! *punk grls!"
at ma msn personal msg. but tat was like 2 weeks ago? b4 indonesia trip.
errr? k weird. lol, nvm. n yeahh. im no Punk Kitty ayeee~ Punk Girl,yes.
Sorry to all punk kittys~ but kittys r for hooker, n i aint one aite. :)
Oh well.. im sleepy~ FaG koon call pagi2! urghhh!!

N rsult

sooo, got ma results.. :) did okay. not too bad not too great.
oh well.. but nursing? dint get. im too sad! :'(
n im goin to ite si mei ltr to appeal for nursing.
yes, i really3 badly want nursing course..
yeahh, imma freak. hu cares! hahahahah.
in skul, some peeps were proud n som were not w their results.
i was just fine with it. cuz d courses i wanted, i did get. EXCEPT nursing.
due to my maths, i failed. arghhhh! fook sia.
woke up first thing in mornin, *results!!!*
hahhahaa. n peeps were calling me, n i was like, hu u? hu u?
peeps wished me luck. thanks guys. ^_^ hahahas.
nizar called to mit in skul, so i was like duh..
n in skul, went to nizar's class talked to him.
n he told me to follow him, so aku pon ikot mcm aku bontot dier kn. hahaha!!!
n waited for his dad, his dad arrived, intro me to his dad. n his dad just smiled.
n den went to mdm nurul, blah3.. went to ma class.
n he wanna went off, so i said bb. ahahahaha.
aft skul, went to LJS to eat. sooo hungwyyy!!
met diana.. n she made me brownies!!!
shoo shweeeettttt. n yepp, itz delicious!!!! hahahaha!
reach home, nite nizar called. talked like insane peeps otp.
blah3, went off to bed.

n morning just now,shar texted me to text kody to replace may, our drummer tiz thurs.
i too shy so told her to. hahaha
okie dokie den peeps. gotta get ready to go to si mei!
hoping i get d course**

carnivalofchaos

Whoooaaaww. CHAOS. for sure havoc sia..
i felt like comin dwn. but idk.. i dun tink so im comin.
but, ohmagadd. kecoh sia.. neymind. will decide on d day or d day b4 w d rest.
hahahahahahhaaha.

Chaosss!

tired.

Jus came back from KL..
Indon was fun.. VERY actually. i miss my cousins all.
i miss ALL of em at indon n citi. if onli citi follow will b much more fun..
everything at indon was fun.
den off to KL n Melacca.
everything was worst.

my last nite at melacca turns out to b a nitemare.
left ma bag at KFC aft eatin at JUSCO melacca.
wen i reach nek cu(my grandma) home den i realize.
panicked, dad was shouting, askin me wad i had in ma bag,
told him cammy,ezlink n hp. dad was shouting2 lyk fook.
nek cu told dad to try n go bck dere to check if my bag was still dere.
i had this feeling tat my bag was still dere, d manager kept it.
i sumhw had tat strong,VERY strong feeling tat she kept it.
wen ma dad was away, i took 8panadols. i was too fcked up w maslv.
i dint noe y i took it. all i noe is i dunwan to b nagged by ma dad.
n i still had 8 more in ma pockets. i kept it cuz i was being followed by ma bro n sis.
dey shouted askin fer me to give it to em.
n i shouted, vulgarities was obviously out of ma mouth while screaming.
n wen i scream, it wasnt ma voice. yepp. it wasnt.
ma nek cu,nek yam n ma sibs was like "dier kene rasuk pe!"
n i was like "fcuk u ppl!! rembat aku la sial! aku cabar korg"
tho it was me sayin it, but i like d voice. u noe those kinda demon voice.
yeahh. my dad reached home, n he asked me y i cried, n my sis
said to ma dad, i kicked her, n deres 8pills in ma pocket n i was screamin.
becomin hysterical fer nuthin. i was stupid? yeahh. oh well..
n so, ma dad kicked me.. punched me in d fckin face.
i dint cry. seriously. cuz i was alredy too used to being whacked by my dad.
my routine, every mth being whacked by him.
dad pulled my hair lyk fook n dragged me out of d kampung to bring me
bhind nek cu's house, cuz it was pitch black n dad pushed me to go in dere alone to mit
those demons, he called them 'ma frens'.
oh well, i like it. i always wanted to b frenz w em. seriousely. since a kid.
n i dint went in, i was too afraid, fook siak. i mean like,
everthing,around u is like trees EVRYWHERE. cb sia~
but i dint freak out ahh. i just stand dere, walked in slowly..
n den just stand dere, den dad called me back to go into d house.
den he pulled my hair,kicked me again, nek cu was protecting me,
nek cu was crying screaming lyk this "da la mat! kau ni,asek2 nak pukol zerah knp..
asik2 nak bunoh anak kau sndri!"
nek cu kept pulling me bhind her, but i kept wanting to stand infront of her,
cuz i wanted,yep, i do want to b whacked by my dad. it dint hurt.
dad tooked a knife, wanted to kill me.. but nek cu prevent. but i wanted to.
i stand infront, but nek cu prevent again. =___=
whatever. dint slept n dad shouted "tk tawu tdo pe!!"
n so i just lye on d floor but then due to crying, i was sleepy.
so slept.. blah3, skip everything..

away

WILL B AWAY FROM TIS SUNDAY (7DEC)

TILL NXT SUN (14DEC)